wow. so its a new year. life is pretty dull. got my car inspected finally. but i still havent done the fucking antenna. if no school, ill try and do that. my car is a beast, atleast compared to my parents, whos cars drive like shit next to mine. what is hte deal with the word stoges. is that not THE most fucked up word ever? its sounds so stupid. they are called cigarettes. saying stoges is not cool, it only makes me want to cut of ur "gonads". thats another word, while not as bad as stoges, has no place in the english language. i have to take the sat's soon. i've been studying some. i would like to finally get that 800 math like im supposed to. this is my last try, so i gotta make it count. plus, it would certainly help with my UPenn deferral. idn where i want to go to school. how do you people like know for sure without even seeing the school? i think im gonna spend some time seeing schools soon. and skiing. i like to ski. did you all hear my story about how i fell off the lift at mt. creek? we were about to unload, and i was on the of the lift, and like my ski hit ralphazars, and then mine slowed down. so like my leg then got caught on the handle bar and it carried me and flipped me sideways. was a beastly thing. aight, enuff randomness. have a good year every1. peace.

As I sit here and yawn, I think back on the previous few days and have a pretty good feeling about them. Aside from doing the stats project and taking the US History SAT, my four days off was fruitful. I slept. I worked. I did some homework. I even progressed with my college app process.

On that note, I applied to UPenn-Wharton as an ED applicant. If I don't get in, I'll be upset, but certainly won't be going for the razor to slit my wrists. So yah, if I'm not accepted, I've already become quite comfortable with the idea of going to several other schools (which I don't want to list due to competition from you psychotic Academy kids).

Marissa, sorry I forgot you today!

I had internship today. It was good. I liked Phil a lot- hes a good guy and he's really helpful. I'm happy that he likes me and teaches me stuff I want to know. He and I had a heart-to-heart and I like him. He's a good guy, even though he didn't say much about himself... I wasn't sure if it was appropriate to ask. But I was so humble and like kept my head down and worked hard, I really don't want to fuck up and be an obnoxious know-it-all. Aright, peace